no pics today, i am in a blue mood. not the peaceful melancholy i usually float with but an ugly ick feeling of boredom and feduppedness. it's still simmering on the backburner but something is bothering me. i have tons of things to work on but i'm not getting anything done this week. okay, very little. okay very little for me, but the thing is, i'm not happy and i'm not exactly sure why. i love it that we all have a sixth sense about things and some of us listen and act on these feelings and others of us are seemingly oblivious, some days i wish i were the latter. i hate it some days when i can see so far down the road, i can see you coming before you leave your house. so before you've made the days decisions i already know where we are going with this. this is the feeling i am having right now, well all week really. i am praying i am wrong, i will be so disappointed if i am right, just once please please please don't be predictable. sigh
meanwhile this week on television, project runway made me sad this week. on the one hand the beautiful and beloved green goddess Natalie Portman was a guest judge and i was so happy to see her, she has her own organic shoe line, take us on, i think. on the other hand i was very sad for some of the designers, they were crying, already. this does not bode well, the pressure hasn't really begun yet so i was perplexed and well, saddened by events. and i felt so sad for that last little designer with her loopy dress. she was so happy and inspired upon going out then WHAM! not only do they call her designer first year student work but even her model betrayed her. the model does realize that if her designer goes home chances are very good that a two faced backstabbing model will be going home as well. and to have that drama happen in front of Natalie Portman. I empathized with the situation because i think something like that is happening right now, i hope i'm wrong. sigh
Dr. Who!! season finale pt 1!! OMG!! donna, martha, rose, captain jack, sara jane and even the former prime minister and of course the dialects AND the shadow proclamation. is this the last hurrah? r we getting a new doctor? AGAIN?? will everyone really be dead this time? anywho they are going out with a BANG this season. how are they gonna top this? i loved every moment. with everything going on in my head at the moment this was a perfect and wonderful distraction.
my daughters' birthday is coming up soon so i will have pics soon. packages going out, packages coming in. it is busy, i am busy, i'm just also blue.
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